Friday, September 16, 2011

Yucky pics of cleve's wound. If you get queasy you may want to skip this post

I've been taking some pictures of Cleve's wound that are pretty gross but I did want to document it. I thought I would share a few with you but if you get grossed out easily then you may not want to go any further. I will start with some nice ones just to ease you into them, they are a bit graphic. The first ones are of Cleve in a wheel chair because, well, when are we ever going to see that again, lets be honest. They made him leave the hospital that way. The following ones are of him "stripping" his tube or as i like to call it, draining his main vein...hehehe. I know its second grade humor but it is pretty funny.

Cleve being discharged

Really, you're gonna take my picture now?

Cleve's incision and indentation under his arm pit

Incision and drain

gross huh? 

Stripping of the tube

Stripping creates a vacuum in the wound 

We have to measure each time

Wanna drink?

Part of the end product, with some solid matter in there too!

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Surgery day

Well, I'm sure that most of you know already that Cleve got through the surgery just fine today. I'm pretty sure the grape vine in the rogue valley is pretty extensive. Dr. Ross said that the tumor was very large and made up of several different nodes that were all matted together. Dr. Ross took the entire chain of lymph nodes leaving nothing behind including a nerve that the tumor had wrapped itself around. He did not feel comfortable cutting through the tumor itself to save the nerve and Cleve should have no major side effects from removing that nerve branch. Other than that it was a very boring day of waiting around. Cleve got out of surgery at about 1:00 pm here in Texas but finally got moved to a room when one became available at about 7:00 pm. I am including some pictures including Cleve working up until they took him away and Cleve after surgery in recovery with his drain.



Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Pre-op day

Today was our pre-op day consisting of three appointments. Our first appointment was with Dr. Ross the surgeon who will be removing Cleve's tumor tomorrow morning. His treatment plan is to remove the entire area of lymph nodes under his right arm. His term was "curative intent"... to remove all possible nodes so that the melanoma cannot return to that area. The tumor will then be immediately taken to the lab and harvested to create T-cell lymphocytes. This is where lymphocytes are made to combat against the tumor. They harvest millions of them and then freeze them for future use. When we do end up using the T-cells, as I understand, Cleve's current white blood cells will be removed and replaced with the new T-cells via infusion. This will be an option when everything else fails. It is a huge procedure equivalent to a bone marrow transplant and would require a lengthy stay in the hospital, this is why it is our last resort, at least we have one. Dr. Ross seemed to be a very nice man, very sure of himself and of his work saying he's done thousands of these procedures. The procedure itself will take about three hours, and Cleve will only need to stay in the hospital for one day. He will have a drain from his wound for about two weeks at which point we can remove at home. He may experience some slight lymphedema (swelling of the limbs) although unlikely.

True to any doctors office form we ran about an hour late with Dr. Ross. We then moved over to see Dr. Hwu who fit us in since we missed our scheduled appointment an hour before. If I had any doubts about what direction we were taking Cleve's care in, it was all erased after visiting with her. She has a way about her that makes you feel completely at ease and confident in the current course of treatment. She has a confidence about her without the slightest tinge of arrogance which is sometimes difficult in brilliant people. She makes me feel comfortable and hopeful and thats the type of person I want to surround myself with. We told her that Dr. Hamid in L.A. had planned to radiate his sacrum after the axillary node has been removed and then put him on ipilumimab. She said she has decided against that treatment plan because in studies patients have only shown about a 5% decrease in tumor size when put on the medication along with Zelboraf, the trial drug Cleve has been taking that is now FDA approved. She also said that one of the main side effects of this highly toxic drug is colitis, which Cleve will also be experiencing as a result from the radiation to the sacrum. She had a patient who did both, he perforated his bowels and ended up dying. She just doesn't want to take this chance with Cleve who is otherwise healthy. So, to recap, we are removing the nodes from his axilla and radiating his sacrum back at home, which in theory should stop the progression of the tumor in his sacrum. The next step is to have Cleve continue taking the Zelboraf and then have PET scans performed every two months to keep an eye on any metastasis. We asked Dr. Hwu about why, after a few weeks of reprieve the tumor started growing again. She said that B-RAF mutation was being suppressed by the drug and should continue to do so as long as Cleve is taking it, but that other cancer cells within the tumor are mutating causing the tumor to grow again. When the tumor is removed tomorrow it will be tested for other gene mutations which there may be a medication for, but not to hold our breath. As long as we follow this plan we should be able to catch anything new that pops up, and between Dr. Hwu, Dr. Hamid and Dr. Poisson, we should be able to implement the next steps of his treatment fairly quickly.

Our last appointment of the day we were too late for, we arrived at the office at 5:10 and they closed at 5:00. This was his pre-anesthesia appointment. So, this will be done when he checks into the hospital at 6:15 tomorrow morning.

All in all, I feel like we are back on track and getting the best possible treatment that we can get Cleve. That optimistic button has been pushed again. It's a grueling, tough battle, but we are not backing down from it. You know, one thing I have noticed while in Texas is that in the particular area of town we are in, it is FULL of hospitals and very sick people. We are surrounded by the University of Texas hospitals, the Shriners hospital, St. Lukes, city block after city block is hospitals. So many sick people fighting illness or for their life. It puts life into perspective very quickly because it seems that there is always somebody worse off than you are that you just walked past, and when there are shuttle vans running 16 hours a day to get patients from their hotel to their hospital and then back again. It's a very humbling experience and I hope and pray that none of you ever have to go through it. So with that being said, please take care of yourselves and your loved ones. And one last thing, Walker and Gavin, mommy and daddy love you and miss you very much. We'll see you soon babies.

Monday, September 12, 2011

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Caught an early flight this morning to Houston and have arrived safely. As I was sitting on the plane, left to my own devices, a sentimental streak came up on me. I got to thinking of how I missed the good old days of no major worries. My only worries were my homework, sports and what I would wear the next day. Before having to worry about nauseating stomach aches and the beginnings of an ulcer. Sleepy tired days due to sleepless nights when you're praying to fall asleep but unable to turn that switch off in your mind. Knowing that he is staying strong for me just as much as I am trying to stay strong for him. And when those defenses fall and the optimism recedes just enough, thats when the gravity of the situation hits you. Then I remember that God never gives us more than we can handle. I'm sure there is a lesson to be learned here if I would just listen. Maybe its love the one you're with, don't take loved ones for granted, or live life to the fullest. Whatever the lesson is we are taking one day at a time and its time to turn the optimism button back on. Tomorrow is a new day with hopefully better news for us. We begin with our pre-op appointments and will get to speak with Dr. Hwu and maybe get a better idea about any possible treatment options. Its time for some good news. Thanks for all the love and support. Talk at ya soon.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Here we go...

Like I said in my last post things can change very quickly, and so they have. We have decided to have Cleve's surgery done in Houston at the advice of our oncologist here in town, we also feel better about this decision since we already have formed a relationship with the doctors down there, specifically Dr. Hwu. We are, as we speak finalizing travel arrangements for the trip down next monday. Cleve will have his pre-operative appointment on tuesday, including a visit with Dr. Hwu, a blood panel and anesthesia clinic. Then, on wednesday Cleve will undergo surgery to finally have this horrible, life sucking tumor removed from under his arm. We anticipate about a weeks stay in Houston if all goes well and according to plan. Keep your fingers crossed!

Cleve has also resumed taking his medication. His liver functions test showed some slight improvement, but under Dr. Hwu's recommendation we began again at full strength immediately. Apparently she has had experiences in the past where a patient was taken off the medication for a two week period to allow the liver to recover, but the tumors exploded in number and she did not want this to happen to Cleve. It also sounded like Dr. Hwu may have a study that would be right up Cleve's alley, it sounds like a study that her husband, also Dr. Hwu, is conducting. That would be wonderful to get Cleve into another study since the one he was in just ended. If it turns out that he will not qualify, then Dr. Hamid in L.A. would still plan to put him on the B-RAF med plus ipilumimab. We still have options available to us. We'll just have to consider the fact that this medication didn't work as well as we had hoped, as a little bump in the road. We were hoping for the average of ten months out of this medication, instead we got under two before it started growing again. I will do my best to keep you updated next week as Cleve gets out of surgery and how he is doing. It should be entertaining since we all know what a lovely patient Cleve makes. Wish me luck!  Until next time....